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In the middle of this rush Life …I feel pain , I do not know any one could hear it. Everyday i rise or i sleep i realize that i have failed, still some thing keeps me going a Hope. A hope to see the new morning shine. But through the day and night i realize no one stands out for me. No one ever asked me how does it feel to  be me. everyday face the challenge where i am looked down as if Being dark is sin…..i walk through a store they look me as if some big time sinner has entered. Same every where. why  people have to look down for color of their skin. India  does not discriminate but yes people do….Indian do…..

 

i just write my pain…

 

A DAY WHAT I CALL

Ask me what can i talk about,
when the meaning of the meaning is lost.
Can i stand under the shadow
of the lost
lost is who can tell me
as i have walked that path
be in the journey where
i call it
a day

YouTube Symphony Orchestra at Carnegie Hall

Your touch is with me always,
It’s burnt into my skin,
As soft and warm as sun rays
When a summer day sets in.

Your soft voice never silent,
It’s forever in my ears,
Serenading every moment
And calming all my fears.

Your arms always enfold me,
The strength of angels wings,
They support and protect me wholly
With the safety a true love brings.

While I can never repay you,
For the wonder you bring to my life,
I can forever be true,

lost in the light

bring it on…..let me feel it…………

Life goes on and the quest of the treasure too never ends…..been through most of it…emotinal outburst, heart breaks and got ditched.

Sometimes as i was through the dark alleys of my heart…. I see that , I feel that pain n hurt that builds…

just wanna walk free but cannot

…………………………………………………………

Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than to be home,
Listening to the crickets’ sounds,
Outside the windows.
Is there a better place,
To be right now,
Than in the bed,
Closing my eyes,
Falling into a deep sleep,
To forget about the days,
Forget about the nights,
Forget about you.

Heartbroken,
Nothing better than to sleep,
To forget that you are gone,
To forget you,
Forget the way,
You told me,
You never loved me,
and the words that you
murmured in sleep
Forget the way,
You looked at me,
When you left me,
I want to forget,
I want to leave this world,
Close my eyes,
Fall to sleep to stop the heart,
From beating.

I block my ears,
From hearing the sounds,
Like your voice,
Like when you sing to me,
Those lovely songs,
They sounded to tender,
Now they kill me,
They hurt me,
I don’t want to hear anything,
Don’t want to hear the waves,
Hitting against the sand,
Don’t want to hear the birds,
Chirping outside the windows.
Don’t want to see my face,
Don’t want to see you,
Don’t want anything,
That has to do with you,
I want to close,
I want to block away,
The world to stop the pain,
In my heart.
I want my heart to stop beating,
To stop bleeding,
From your words,
Your lies
Your world.
 
now the winter will stay on forever thanx  to you
the summer will be not there
darkness
to be there

The smell of roasted coffee beans, the freshly brewed coffee, what an ecstatic feeling……

I  used to wonder what can happen over just a cuppa coffee………so i started visiting cafe, sat ordered a cup of Black Coffee….. checked out what goes on studied them n really lot does happen…………..love stories begin, ends, proposal, agreement….fights n love  all happens……….life is not isn.t just around what we see …i just gets around the small cuppa coffee…endless thoughts go by …i will soon be starting of the beautiful journey to explore the thoughts through my short stories,,,all just gets around a cuppa coffee

Hello world!

Just few thoughts and emotions …………………

just a smile away…..

Just few thoughts and emotions …………………

just a smile away…..

just a walk with me ………………hold on to your coffee

lets find our path

lets start living a life with the lord